Tears Came Today.

Well, I guess I am just going to be transparent here. I had a terribly emotional day. I have been able over the months to stay strong during this long wait for my kids from Africa. Though I don't understand logically why it is taking so long when I have seen so many others come home from Uganda with their kids, I know God is in control and I have felt that I have handed it over to him.
But today, it seemed like a great sadness moved over me and I cried out to God, for my children.
As I listened to my itunes and decorated my little nephews 1st birthday cake this morning, the tears came and continued in spurts all day. On and off, on and off. I guess it was the culmination of a song I was listening to and thinking that Isaiah should have been home for Carter's birthday that did it. I guess too having another Friday roll around and having no news was sort of disappointing and this time the dam broke loose.The kids didn't know what to do with me. They haven't seen me cry much.
I will be better but today was heavy.
So,next week will come and new hope will rise in my heart, that I will get that email that says, come and get your babies.